Self Discipline

I have a routine now, more than ever, and out of necessity.

For years my motto has been:

Such power there is in clear-eyed self restraint —James Russell Lowell

But honestly, I've been less “powerful” than I could be because my self restraint has been just enough to keep going.

But with a clear and present medical condition (type II diabetes) that I can directly influence with my behaviors, it's time to actually take it seriously. A doctor friend of mine laid it out for me:

In other words, I can actually have some clear-eyed self restraint, and in so doing have power to influence my own quality of life. Type II diabetes is an interesting condition in that the best treatment plan is “grow up, stop eating junk food, and get off the couch once in a while.”

Part of why I'm here is genetics; Type II diabetes runs in my family. And I have known this my entire life.

Which is the other part. I have known this my entire life. I could have prepared. I could have kept the weight off, I could have eaten better when it was obvious my metabolism wasn't a teenager's metabolism any more. I could have started taking exercise seriously earlier in life. So part of this is my fault.

So I'm making the needed changes. More than that, I'm helping my kids make changes now, so they don't have to get to this point. If we teach our kids to have a healthy relationship with food now, if we can help them embrace physical activity as a part of daily life, we can spare them later.

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